“Cultivate the greatest confidence that, though you cannot see into your heart, God is working there by His Holy Spirit. Let the heart wait at times in perfect silence and quiet; in its hidden depths God will work. Be sure of this, and just wait on Him. Give your whole heart, with its secret workings, into God’s hands continually. He wants the heart, and takes it” (Andrew Murray).
I think I needed this. I imagine you did, too. Sometimes at some point, each of us will need reminding that God hasn’t quit on us. He’s not done.
Even though it doesn’t seem like it or feel like it, He’s working. He’s not like us in that He never tires and never has to rest and never stops working on us at any point. Not until He finishes what He started in us so very long ago.
Who you are is not who you were. Though it may not seem like change day by day, when you get enough time and perspective, you will look back and see the transformation and you will be the most amazed person of anybody at how much God has truly changed you.