Yeah, it was a Monday. A 12-hour workday Monday.
Normally, that recipe makes for one grumpy Greg. But not today.
God reminded me that joy is a choice that I must make every single day, even on a cold winter Monday at 6 am.
Thanksgiving means not seeing a long work day ahead but me having a job, not me having an annoying cough that sounds like a car that won’t start but me being awake and alive.
I still have those people I don’t get. One won’t ever speak to me unless I speak to her first and even then she sometimes doesn’t respond. One I’ve pretty much learned to leave alone and pray for from a distance.
But God still can teach me something in every circumstance and use every person I meet as a blessing, a lesson, or a caution.
I’m learning to slow down and appreciate the small moments, the short conversations, the texts, these moments of quiet grace.
I lost my joy for a little while. I took my eyes off of Jesus and got swamped by worry, fear, and lack. I bemoaned all that I didn’t have instead of practicing the art of thanksgiving for all that I do have.
Right now, I’m thankful for friends who still want to know me after I’ve gone a little nutty on them, white chocolate covered oreos, my Jeep, a faithful 13-year old feline, a warm soft bed, and for Jesus. Most of all, for Jesus.