What is God doing in your life in an area where it feels like you are completely falling apart and coming undone?
It may seem hopeless beyond repair, but God knows that if a seed remains intact, it remains a single solitary seed. If that same seed falls apart and dies, it reproduces into many many seeds of new life.
The process is painful and seemingly never-ending, but the end result is always growth. All that you need is patience and trust.