I’m Just Gonna Leave It At This

It’s more of a reminder to myself, but if it’s helpful to you, then that’ll work.

I remember someone saying once that no one can make you feel anything. Ultimately, they can’t make you happy or sad or angry or anything.

They can say hurtful things, but you still have a choice as to how you will respond. Don’t put the key to your happiness in someone else’s pocket (as I heard someone else say once). Let your joy come primarily through God and let others be conduits of that joy.

No matter what, you can choose gratitude and joy and thanksgiving because you know that God is still a promise keeper, no matter what the weather or the day.

Gratefulness

“We pray for the big things and forget to give thanks for the ordinary, small (and yet really not small) gifts. How can God entrust great things to one who will not thankfully receive from Him the little things?” (Dietrich Bonhoeffer in Life Together: The Classic Exploration of Faith in Community)

To put it another way, how can you expect for God to entrust big tasks to you unless you are first faithful in the small tasks and minute details?

In whatever season of life you’re in, be all there. Be faithful and bloom where you’re planted. Do whatever is in front of you to your utmost ability. Stay obedient and trust God with the results.

Deep Thoughts on a Monday

“Patience is more than endurance. A saint’s life is in the hands of God like a bow and arrow in the hands of an archer. God is aiming at something the saint cannot see, and He stretches and strains, and every now and again the saint says–‘I cannot stand anymore.’ God does not heed, He goes on stretching till His purpose is in sight, then He lets fly. Trust yourself in God’s hands” (Oswald Chambers).

That’s awfully deep for a Monday. It’s hard to go from weekend vegging to having to think real adult thoughts in just 24 hours. That’s why Monday is the least favorite day of the week (or whatever day follows a holiday).

But these words by Oswald Chambers aren’t just deep. They’re true. They may be your experience in this very moment. You may feel stretched and strained beyond your ability to endure, but God knows and sees and end that is beyond even your ability to dream about at this point.

As much as the aiming process feels like forever, it’s not. Don’t abandon the process because of temporary discomforts that will lead to eternal joys. Whatever the pain feels like now, it will be forgotten when the blessing comes, much like a mother isn’t thinking about the agony of childbirth when she holds new life in her arms.

Trust the process. Trust God. Believe that weeping may endure for a night but joy comes with the dawn.

Pre-Monday Stuff

It’s that time of the week dreaded by many that’s known as Monday Eve. It’s Sunday night and the work week looms ahead.

So here’s a funny that will hopefully take your mind off whatever’s worrying you about the week ahead.

I also hate getting up early, for the record. Especially on Mondays. But here’s the deal– it’s gonna be a good week. Just set your mind on that.

How do I know? Because I know God’s in charge. Whatever’s giving you anxiety or concern, God won’t be taken by surprise. It’s not like you’ll bring it to Him in prayer and He’ll be like, “Well, I definitely didn’t see THAT coming.”

The worst case scenario with God in it is better than any scenario without God because even in those worst moments you are still being carried along by those Everlasting Arms and He’s still working all things together for good.

In other words, it’s all good. Trust more, worry less. Focus on the here and now and say lots of short prayers and take deep breaths and trust that God will take care of you.

The Latest Doctor

I finally made it to the 13th incarnation of the Doctor. I’ve embarked on the latest series of Doctor Who with Jodie Whittaker playing the title role.

I confess I had a bit of trepidation and fear going in after reading some of the negative reviews (and some of the overly positive ones, too). My fears have been assuaged. It’s all good.

I’m really liking Jodie’s doctor. I’m liking all the companions, although I don’t know how they can sustain a Tardis with four people. But so far, the stories are good, the acting is good, the pacing and production are good.

Ok, David Tennant is still my favorite of the NuWho doctors, but Jodie is a more than admirable successor to the character. I also would like to point out that I still prefer the Classic series over the new stuff, but it’s all good.

Maybe I’ll be all caught up when the new episodes start in 2020. Or maybe I’ll just start over from the beginning.

Nothing Is Ever Lost

I’m becoming aware that I like to quote Ann Voskamp. A lot. Honestly, I find that she has a writer’s way with words that speaks my own feelings better than I often can. Such is the case with something she wrote about grief and loss that speaks perfectly to all those who mourn.

“I am David lamenting, ‘O Lord, why…? (Psalm 101:1). Why this broken world punched through with losses? “O Lord, how long? (Psalm 13:1). How long until every baby thrives and all children sleep down the hall from a mom and dad wrapped up in love, and each womb swells with vigorous life, and every single cancer clinic sits empty and we all grow old together?’…He takes the empty hands and draws me close to the thrum of Love. You may suffer loss but in Me is anything ever lost, really? Isn’t everything that belongs to Christ also yours? Loved ones lost still belong to Him–then aren’t they still yours? Aren’t then all provisions, in Christ yours? If you haven’t lost Christ, child, nothing is ever lost. Remember, through many tribulations we must enter the kingdom of God’ (Acts 12:22 NASB).” (Ann Voskamp)

The Strength of the Anchor

The sad truth is that most of us will never know how deep the love of God goes until we’re in the middle of a storm.

It’s not in the midst of comfort but of crisis that we find underneath it all the Everlasting Arms are still holding us and carrying us through.

As much as I’d like my faith life to be all about comfort and convenience, I know that it’s in struggle and discomfort that I grow and where I find that God reveals the most about Himself. That’s where He speaks to me loudest.

You’re bound to be either coming out of a storm, in the midst of a storm, or getting ready to head into one, but remember that’s where God’s strength will meet you at the point of your deepest need.

To know the strength of the anchor, you need to feel the storm.

A Good Prayer at Close of Day

Sometimes, when your prayer life is dry and you have no words of your own, you can borrow from the saints of old.

I’ve been a longtime fan of The Book of Common Prayer which has collects and prayers to use throughout the year. Also, I really love The Valley of Vision, a collection of Puritan prayers that will rock your socks off.

The best way to pray when you don’t have any words of your own is to pray Scripture. I believe that there’s nothing God honors more in prayer than His own words prayed back to Him. After all, when we’re at a loss for words in prayer, the Holy Spirit intercedes on our behalf.

This one that I’ve posted is a good prayer for both morning and evening. It works as the first prayer of the day or the last before your head hits the pillow at night:

“God be in my head, and in my understanding;
God be in mine eyes, and in my looking;
God be in my mouth, and in my speaking;
God be in my heart, and in my thinking;
God be at mine end, and at my departing” (The Sarum Prayer).

A Baby’s Hug

What follows is a beautiful story I posted a few years back on Facebook. It’s a good reminder that those whom we see as dirty smelly vagabonds may very well be Jesus in His most distressing disguise. The rest that follows is worth the read:

We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly seated and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, “Hi there.” He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes we crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin as he wriggled and giggled with merriment.
I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy whose toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard, and his nose was so varicose that it looked like a road map.

We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. “Hi there, baby; Hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,” the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, “What do we do?” Erik continued to laugh and answer, “Hi, hi there.” Everyone in the restaurant noticed and looked at us and then at the man. The old geezer was creating a nuisance with my beautiful baby.

Our meal came and the man began shouting from across the room, “Do ya patty cake? Do you know peek-a-boo? Hey, look, he knows peek-a-boo.” Nobody thought the old man was cute. He was obviously drunk. My husband and I were embarrassed. We ate in silence but not Erik, who was running through his repertoire for the admiring skid row bum, who in turn, reciprocated with his cute comments.

We finally got through the meal and headed for the door. My husband went to pay the check and told me to meet him in the parking lot. The old man sat poised between me and the door. “Lord, just let me out of here before he speaks to me or Erik,” I prayed. As I drew closer to the man, I turned my back, trying to sidestep him and avoid any air he might be breathing. As I did, Erik leaned over my arm, reaching with both arms in a baby’s “pick-me-up” position. Before I could stop him, Erik had propelled himself from my arms to the man’s. Suddenly, a very smelly old man and a baby expressed their love and kinship. Erik, in an act of total trust, love, and submission, laid his tiny head upon the man’s ragged shoulder. The man’s eyes closed, and I saw tears hover beneath his lashes. His aged hands full of grime, pain, and hard labor, cradled my baby. No two beings have ever loved so deeply for so short a time. I stood, awestruck. The old man rocked and cradled Erik in his arms and his eyes opened and set squarely on mine. He said in a firm commanding voice, “You take care of this baby.” Somehow I managed, “I will,” from a throat that contained a stone. He pried Erik from his chest lovingly, as though he were in pain.

I received my baby, and the man said, “God bless you, ma’am; you’ve given me my Christmas gift.” I said nothing more than a muttered thanks. With Erik in my arms, I ran for the car. My husband was wondering why I was crying and holding Erik so tightly and why I was saying, “My God, my God, forgive me.” I had just witnessed Christ’s love shown through the innocence of a tiny child who saw no sin, who made no judgment. The child saw a soul, and his mother saw a suit of clothes. I was a Christian who was blind holding a child who was not. I felt it was God asking, “Are you willing to share your son for a moment?” when He shared His for all eternity. The ragged old man, unwittingly, had reminded me, “And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven” (Matthew 18:3).