A Bold Prayer

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“Bold prayer : “God, change anything about me that isn’t about You” (Taylor Johnson).

I posted this little prayer on Facebook 11 years ago today. That was a good prayer in 2014 and still is in 2025. It probably will be in 2026 and beyond until Jesus comes back.

Another way of praying it is “Thy will be done,” the prayer that never fails (for those who are familiar with Jan Karon’s Mitford series and Father Tim Cavanaugh, you will get the reference).

It’s the prayer of the refiner where everything that is dross in us is burned away until all that remains is refined and the Maker can see His reflection in us.

Of all the things I could pray for and ask for (and there are lots), I think nothing trumps this one. To be more like Jesus is the ultimate goal, the endgame, the final destination because Heaven beyond all the gold streets and mansions and pearly gates is where Jesus is and where we’ll finally be fully mature and where our faith will finally be sight.

So in the meantime, my prayer is still “God, change anything about me that isn’t about You.”

Make me a disciple who makes disciples and who isn’t ashamed of the gospel. Make all of us bold in our faith to have gospel conversations with anybody, anytime, anywhere wherever we live, work, or play. Amen.

Those Two Little Words

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If I were to quote a passage, do you think you’d catch it if I left something out? Like this:

“Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! Let your considerate spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and petition let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Phil. 4:4-7, Legacy Standard Bible).

Did you notice anything missing? Now let me quote the verse with the missing part put back in:

“Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! Let your considerate spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Phil. 4:4-7, Legacy Standard Bible, emphasis added.

I added the bold to make it obvious. Two little words “with thanksgiving” were missing from the first quotation. But that’s what is missing in a lot of our prayers and petitions. At least I can speak for myself and say that I go through a lot of requests in my prayers without ever giving thanks. But I think that’s the key.

I’m not saying that a few magical phrases will automatically make God grant you everything you ask for. But I wonder if sometimes if the gratitude part is what keeps us from seeing God at work in our petitions. Maybe the giving thanks part is like praying in faith believing you have already received what you ask for.

The answer may not always look like what you expect. But you can be sure that God honors His promises to give us what we ask when in faith with thanksgiving.

And note that it does not say that we’re ever to give thanks FOR everything but IN everything. We shouldn’t be thankful for cancer or car wrecks or wildfires. But we can give thanks in the midst of those things because God is working even in those cases for good. Out of those ashes will come something beautiful.

But let us be thankful people, regardless. Even if God did nothing else for us from here until eternity, we’d still have a million reasons for gratitude and thanksgiving. We could still give thanks if for nothing else than salvation and the next breath.

So let’s not leave those two little words out next time. Or, maybe I shouldn’t leave out those two little words next time.

Out of Control?

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“When I obsess over things out of my control, it makes me act out of control. A much better place to park my mind is to look for God’s protection, provision, and lessons on perseverance in the midst of whatever I’m facing” (Lysa TerKeurst).

If you watch the news at all or even glimpse the headlines across much of social media, you can easily find yourself in a state of panic. There’s so much going wrong these days with the wildfires in California and so much suffering and pain all over the city, state, and country.

But if you can find a place to listen to the still small Voice that whispers peace, you will find that the current state of affairs is not the final outcome. Because of the resurrection, your worst day will not be your last day and your story will not end with ashes (with thanks to Elisabeth Elliot and Frederick Buechner).

I like the idea of parking my mind in God’s protection and provision. I like the idea of keeping my mind stayed on God’s promises. I love that God is bigger than anything I’m facing or that anything anyone is facing at the moment.

God has not called any of us to carry the weight of the world or to try to fix every problem for everybody. What He calls us to is to trust and to pray. He tells us that in quietness and rest, not striving and worrying, is our salvation. As I heard in a movie, everything will be fine in the end. If it’s not fine, it’s not the end. God’s still at work on seeing your story through. The end won’t be ashes but glory.

Disturb Us, O Lord

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This may be my motto going forward in 2025. This was the poem I first heard in Carolyn Weber’s memoir Sex and the City of God. I finally found it and am sharing it because it’s a good prayer for the upcoming months:

“Disturb us, Lord, when
We are too well pleased with ourselves,
When our dreams have come true
Because we have dreamed too little,
When we arrived safely
Because we sailed too close to the shore.

Disturb us, Lord, when
With the abundance of things we possess
We have lost our thirst
For the waters of life;
Having fallen in love with life,
We have ceased to dream of eternity
And in our efforts to build a new earth,
We have allowed our vision
Of the new Heaven to dim.

Disturb us, Lord, to dare more boldly,
To venture on wider seas
Where storms will show your mastery;
Where losing sight of land,
We shall find the stars.

We ask You to push back
The horizons of our hopes;
And to push into the future
In strength, courage, hope, and love” (Attributed — Sir Francis Drake — 1577).

Five Helps for the New Year

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I found this on the interwebs and thought I’d share. It’s something to work on if you haven’t already made your new year resolutions. In fact, these are things you can work on at any time and at any point of the year, new or old.

“1. Thank God. Often and always. Thank him carefully and wonderingly for your continuing privileges and for every experience of his goodness. Thankfulness is a soil in which pride does not easily grow.

2. Take care about confession of your sins. As time passes the habit of being critical about people and things grows more than each of us realize. …[He then gently commends the practice of sacramental confession].

3. Be ready to accept humiliations. They can hurt terribly but they can help to keep you humble. [Whether trivial or big, accept them he says.] All these can be so many chances to be a little nearer to our Lord. There is nothing to fear, if you are near to the Lord and in his hands.

4. Do not worry about status. There is only one status that Our Lord bids us be concerned with, and that is our proximity to Him. “If a man serve me, let him follow me, and where I am there also shall my servant be”. (John 12:26) That is our status; to be near our Lord wherever He may ask us to go with him.

5. Use your sense of humour. Laugh at things, laugh at the absurdities of life, laugh at yourself.

Through the year people will thank God for you. And let the reason for their thankfulness be not just that you were a person whom they liked or loved but because you made God real to them” (Michael Ramsey, Archbishop of Canterbury, 61-74).

Grace (by Frederick Buechner)

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“After centuries of handling and mishandling, most religious words have become so shopworn nobody’s much interested anymore. Not so with grace, for some reason. Mysteriously, even derivatives like gracious and graceful still have some of the bloom left.

Grace is something you can never get but can only be given. There’s no way to earn it or deserve it or bring it about any more than you can deserve the taste of raspberries and cream or earn good looks or bring about your own birth.

A good sleep is grace and so are good dreams. Most tears are grace. The smell of rain is grace. Somebody loving you is grace. Loving somebody is grace. Have you ever tried to love somebody?

A crucial eccentricity of the Christian faith is the assertion that people are saved by grace. There’s nothing YOU have to do. There’s nothing you HAVE to do. There’s nothing you have to DO.

The grace of God means something like: “Here is your life. You might never have been, but you are, because the party wouldn’t have been complete without you. Here is the world. Beautiful and terrible things will happen. Don’t be afraid. I am with you. Nothing can ever separate us. It’s for you I created the universe. I love you.”

There’s only one catch. Like any other gift, the gift of grace can be yours only if you’ll reach out and take it.

Maybe being able to reach out and take it is a gift too” (Frederick Buechner, Wishful Thinking).

I always like the acronym for GRACE – God’s Riches at Christ’s Expense.

That means it is undeserved.

It’s the flip side of mercy. If grace is getting what you don’t deserve, then mercy is not getting what you deserve. And salvation involves both.

May we be a people of mercy and grace in 2025.

Memory Is the First Thing to Go

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Earlier, I was listening to a book on Audible. There was a poem in one of the chapters that I really loved and that spoke to me. I thought at the time that I could use it in a blog post. At the time, I thought that I could remember the name of the poem or at least the name of the poet.

Apparently, the memory is the first thing to go. I can’t remember anything about the poem and I remember that the poet’s first name was Francis and the last was the name of the author’s maiden name (which I have also apparently forgotten).

The moral of the story is to write stuff down for posterity as soon as humanly possible. Or use Siri to make a note in your phone. Or anything at all other than what I did, which was exactly nothing.

Anyway, it was a lovely poem about sailing into uncharted waters as a kind of metaphor for living an adventurous life instead of playing it safe and accomplishing nothing with your life.

At least I remember the book. It’s called Sex and the City of God by Carolyn Weber, and it picks up where Surprised by Oxford leaves off. And it’s great so far. If you have Audible, you can get it for free.

In the meantime, I will make it my resolution for the new year to WRITE STUFF DOWN. That is all. Carry on.

All I Needed to Say

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I know several people who are dealing with grief and the loss of a loved one. It’s never easy, especially with the recent end of the Christmas season that makes loss even more difficult to bear. I found a post with the lyrics from a Michael W. Smith song from his second album. Let these words sink in and express your own grief and loss:

“Sad goodbye
Never quite got said
Now the time is gone
We’re moving on
Even though it hurts so bad

If I could
I’d turn back the days
And I’d love again
To be your friend
In a hundred different ways
But we can’t turn back the time
The days

So if I never said, all I needed to say
I’ll say it now
You know I loved you once
I love you stronger today
Please love, find me a way
Words, I still need to say
But I don’t know how

Can’t stand still
Still I can’t move on
Lord, I need your strength
Need you and me
‘Cause a part of me is gone

In time, I will know
What I’ve yet to see
That through all the pain
You hurt the same
And you’re standing here with me
More than anything it’s you
I need

So if I never said, all I needed to say
I’ll say it now
You know I loved you once
I love you stronger today
Please love find me a way
Words, I still need to say
Please show me how

Words, I still need to say

So if I never said, all I needed to say
I’ll say it now
You know I loved you once
I love you stronger today
Please love find me a way
But I don’t know how
Please love find me a way
Please show me how” (Amy Grant / Michael W. Smith).

Another Year, Another Bible Reading Plan

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Last year, my church and all the other campuses of Brentwood Baptist Church read through the Bible in a year with the Day by Day Chronological Bible. It was a bit different reading the Bible chronologically with Genesis followed by Job as an example. But it was a great help for my faith as each daily reading had an introduction, as well as a synopsis for each week.

This year, we’re following the M’Cheyne One Year Reading Plan. I’m using the YouVersion app and the Complete Jewish Bible translation. So far, so good.

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve read through the Bible. Partly, it’s because I really can’t remember. But every year, I can’t wait to start over. The meta-narrative is so compelling as a story of God setting out to rescue His own after they sinned and rebelled against Him.

The older I get, the more I understand that the real heroes aren’t Abraham or Moses or David or Joshua. They’re the ones God chose and used, but they were as fallen and flawed as anyone else. They simply chose to take God at His word.

The real hero of these stories is God Himself. God is the one who orchestrated history to raise up a people through which would come a Redeemer to be the Savior of the world. He was able to work through both the good and bad and even the ugly to accomplish His purposes which led to both Jews and Gentiles alike having access to this redemption and salvation story.

Today, I read Genesis 1, Matthew 1, Ezra 1, and Acts 1. It was a bit of an unexpected start, but I’m excited to see where it leads. Plus, my church is going through a guided 40 Days of Prayer to start the year. I’m anticipating God to do great things through these prayers and petitions.

Also, I’m still tackling The Book of Common Prayer. It’s such a helpful prayer guide, especially during the Lent and Advent seasons. I’m thankful to have access to so many amazing resources when it comes to my faith.

I don’t know what to expect in 2025, but I know God already knows. He’s gone ahead to meet us there and He goes there with us. Whatever it is, I know God is good, and that is enough.

My New Year’s Eve Plans

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Well, I don’t have any New Year’s Eve plans? Do you suppose it might be a little late to make any?

As I jest, I am mostly thankful to not be out on a cold and wet night like this. I’m especially grateful not to have to drive home after midnight with the possibility of crazies and/or drunks out on the road. I’ll be in bed sooner.

So my current plans look a little like this:

Anyway, I hope you all have a very happy and prosperous New Year. See you all in 2025!