Not Ours

That’s a good reminder for when you feel so self-important because you were smart enough to choose Jesus. You weren’t. I definitely wasn’t. I’m not about to go all five-point Calvinist on you, but I do believe that we choose God because He chose us first. That’s biblical.

I also know that any good in me at all is Jesus. It’s not my righteousness. It’s completely His. That’s the truth that keeps me grounded when people tell me how great I am. More like how great God is. Though sometimes I forget and think it’s all about me.

The Bible says that Jesus became sin for me. Any sin that Jesus carried was mine. Yours. Anyone in the world who has ever sinned? That sin was laid on Jesus. He carried the weight of the world’s sin up to Calvary.

And if that weren’t amazing enough, He gave us His own perfect sinless righteousness. Now when God sees us, He doesn’t see every impure thought and mixed motive. He doesn’t see our selfishness and laziness. He sees the absolute perfection of Jesus who never sinned and who obeyed the Law 100%.

That’s a good reason to give thanks during this Thanksgiving season, even if there’s nothing else to be grateful for. Spoiler alert: there is.

Thank You, Lord, for taking our sin that we could never have paid for in a million lifetimes and giving us Your righteousness that we never could have earned in a million tries. Amen.

Room in the Inn

I realized today that I have been serving in the Room in the Inn ministry at Brentwood Baptist Church for 15 years. I saw the post where a friend invited me to join him and a few others on Monday nights to help minister to the homeless men who need a place to stay on those cold winter nights.

It’s been a blessing from day one. I know that I originally went in with the mindset of being a blessing to those men but more often than not they have been the ones to bless me with their resilient faith and tenacity in the face of overwhelming odds.

These days, a typical Room in the Inn Monday night looks like welcoming 24 men into our church building. We line up in the hallway and clap and cheer as they come in from the bus. They’re not just visitors. They are guests and we want them to feel like rock stars — we want them to know that they are wanted and loved.

Then we serve them a warm meal and sit with them and talk with them. Hopefully, we find out some of their stories. Many are open and willing to share their journey with us. We also have a place for them to write out their prayer requests that we will then faithfully pray over in the days and weeks to come.

The highlight of the evening for me is when we offer a Bible study. It’s completely optional. We don’t force them to come but we try to encourage them as much as possible to attend. I’ve been blessed to be able to lead some of these Bible studies along with a few others.

For those who are looking for a low-risk high reward way to serve, Room in the Inn meets at the Wilson Hall entrance to Brentwood Baptist Church on Mondays starting at 5:30 pm. It’s completely self-funded and is one of many locations through Room in the Inn that offer a place for people to stay out of the elements and weather for the night.

I always remember the words of Jesus when He said that whatever you did to the least of these, you did it for Him. Mother Teresa called those in poverty and homelessness Jesus in His most distressing disguise. I know that to share the love of Christ is our main goal and focus from now until the end of the season at the end of March.

Do Something

“When a truth of God is brought home to your soul, never allow it to pass without acting on it internally in your will. Record it with ink and with blood–work it into your life. The weakest saint who transacts business with Jesus Christ is liberated the second he acts and God’s almighty power is available on his behalf” (Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest).

My pastor often says at the end of his sermons that we need to take what we learned and determine to put it into practice or else it will stay in the room when we leave on Sunday. The Bible tells us not to be hearers only but doers of what we hear.

The best way to hear God’s voice is to do what you already know God has told you to do. You need to take that first step before God will show you the next one. You need to show yourself faithful with the smaller things before God trusts you with bigger ones.

Once you set yourself to obey, you find that you are operating in the strength and wisdom of the Almighty God. Once you surrender and commit to follow, God enables you to obey. You may be the least qualified to do what God has called you to do, but God’s strength is perfected in your weakness and as the old saying goes, He doesn’t call the qualified but He qualifies the called as they step out in faith and not as they sit in their recliners and talk about how they might one day be obedient when it’s convenient.

Following Jesus and falling on your face isn’t failure. Stepping out of the boat like Peter and sinking when you see the size of the storm isn’t failure. Staying in the boat and never taking a step is failure because you never get to see how God might have pulled you up and pushed you forward if you never step out of the boat.

Lord, help us not to read your Word to obtain more information. Transform us and renew our minds through Your word that we might be enabled and willing to obey and do what it says. Amen.

God and the Next Breath

“Lord, I come to you with empty hands. If all I have today is You and the next breath, that will be enough.”

A friend taught me that prayer a long time ago, and I was reminded of it today seeing it in my Facebook memories. I think that prayer of gratitude and dependence is the perfect antidote to this culture of pervasive entitlement and greed.

Really, all I bring to God is a pair of empty hands. I bring nothing. Anything in me or from me that’s any good at all was first a gift from God to me. All that I have that wasn’t given to me by God is God Himself, and even that is a gift.

If all I have in the next 24 hours is God and nothing else but the next breath, that’s enough. If I have all the riches in the world and all the knowledge in the world and not God, I have nothing. I seem to recall a Bible verse about gaining the whole world and losing your soul in the process being futile.

Basically, every moment from here to eternity is a gift. I didn’t earn the next breath. I don’t deserve the next breath. God’s grace is what sustains me and keeps me going.

I think if I lived like I believed that, there’d be a lot less anxiety and a lot more adoration. There’d be a lot less worry and a lot more worship. There’d be a lot less talk about the weather and sports and politics and more of me sharing the goodness of God out of the overflow of a heart made full by gratitude.

Lord, I really do come to You with empty hands. If all I get from You today is You and the next breath, that’s enough. I’m good. In fact, I’m more than good. I’m blessed. Amen.

Freed From All Fear

“I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me.
He freed me from all my fears.
Those who look to him for help will be radiant with joy;
no shadow of shame will darken their faces.
In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened;
he saved me from all my troubles.
For the angel of the Lord is a guard;
he surrounds and defends all who fear him.” (Psalm 34:4-7).

I read today that God doesn’t ask us to be fearless but instead invites us to bring our fears to Him. Faith is being afraid but trusting and continuing on anyway. I think those who say they are never afraid are largely in denial or not really honest about what they’re facing. Maybe there are a few who are genuinely fearless but the vast majority live with the ever present reality of fear.

The antidote to fear isn’t denial and it isn’t some macho exercise in mountain climbing or cliff diving. It’s a continual seeking of the face of God. It’s a continual dependence on God, a moment by moment surrendering of self.

Desperation is good if it drives us to prayer. Of course, it shouldn’t take exhausting all other possibilities before we resort to prayer, but often that’s the case. Prosperity and pleasure have a way of making us forgetful of our need. Only pain can waken us to our deep need of God’s grace and mercy.

Lord, thank You for everything in our lives that drives us to You. Keep us ever mindful of You in every season so that we can keep our eyes fixed on You in every circumstance and know the joy of Your faithfulness and provision. Amen.

A Prayer for the End of Daylight Savings

“We have no merit, no claim, no righteousness of our own. Dear savior, we look up to you. Oh, that some might look for the first time, and those of us that have long looked would fix our happy gaze again upon that blessed substitutionary sacrifice wherein is all our hope. Dear savior, we do take you to be everything to us, our sin-bearer and our sin-destroyer. We do not have a shadow of a shade of hope anywhere but in you, your life, your death, your resurrection, your ascension, your glory, your reign, your second advent; these are the only stars in our sky.

Amen” (Charles Spurgeon).

Lord,

As we set back our clocks, may we set our hopes eternally on You, the Author and Perfecter of our faith.

As we end daylight savings and fall back, may we always fall back on to the arms of grace whenever we are troubled and in despair.

As we near the Advent season, may we remember that You stepped into time and became for us our God-with-us, Emmanuel, who chose to leave the splendor of Your throne for a manger and the lofty halls of heaven for a stable.

Help us to be quicker to listen than to speak, to forgive than to retaliate, to serve rather than lord it over people.

You became like us so that we might become like You. You took our imperfection that we might receive Your perfection. You choose the nails and death so that we could choose life everlasting.

Keep us humble and keep us grateful. Keep us falling to our knees in dependence and thanksgiving. Keep us in Your care and grace from this time until forever.

Amen.

Before the Close of Day

I found this lovely hymn that can also serve as a prayer at the end of the day. As I grow older, the more I appreciate liturgical prayers and knowing that I’m praying the same words as countless saints through the ages. May these words be our prayer tonight and every night:

“To Thee be­fore the close of day,
Creator of the world, we pray
That, with Thy wont­ed fa­vor, Thou
Wouldst be our guard and keep­er now.

From all ill dreams de­fend our sight,
From fears and ter­rors of the night;
Withhold from us our ghost­ly foe,
That spot of sin we may not know.

O Fa­ther, that we ask be done,
Through Je­sus Christ, Thine on­ly Son,
Who, with the Ho­ly Ghost and Thee,
Doth live and reign eter­nal­ly” (Words: Un­known au­thor, 7th Cen­tu­ry (Te lucis ante terminum). Trans­lat­ed from La­tin to Eng­lish by John M. Neale, 1852, alt. Music: Rest (Brad­bu­ry) Will­iam B. Brad­bu­ry, 1843)

Thanking God in Advance

Today, I tried something new. I couldn’t find my work badge, so I looked for it all over the place and then had the brilliant idea to pray about it. You would have thought that by now I’d start with praying then looking, but I can be spiritually dense sometimes.

But this time, instead of panic-praying for God to help me find it, I felt led to pray thanking God in advance for helping me find it. I remembered a verse that talks about if you pray in faith without doubting, you will receive.

I am in no way advocating for a name it, claim it kind of theology. I don’t for a second believe that if I ask for a Corvette in faith believing I have already received it that I will get it. Besides, I’m more of an old-school Jeep guy. But the point is that God is not obligated to cater to my selfish desires if I use all the right magic words.

But in this case, I went back to my car that I had already searched more than once. I pulled back the passenger seat. There it was. After praying with thanksgiving, I found it. In that moment, my faith was strengthened and I thanked God again for His faithfulness.

Again, I’m not promoting a formula for instant prayer success. I believe that you and I should pay special attention to the Holy Spirit whenever He prompts us in our praying. Listen and notice those little nudges. Don’t rush into your petitions without taking time to thank God for all that He has done, is doing, and will do. And above all, leave margins in your prayer time for God to speak.

Whatever Is Necessary

“The greatest blessing God can give us is to put us in a position where we must trust him. This is our only path to joy. He will do whatever is necessary to disrupt our self-sufficiency and illusion of control” (Jim Dennison).

I find that both terrifying and comforting at the same time.

I’m terrified of “whatever is necessary” and what it might mean to my current level of comfort and familiarity. I pretty much like things to stay the same and not get too crazy. I have my own plans for how my life should go, and I sometimes want God to rubber stamp those plans, and anything else is a bit scary to think about.

But I’m also comforted. When I remember the goodness of God, I can trust that He knows what He’s doing. When I think back on all the times in the past where He’s safely led me through trials, I can see with my eyes of faith God providing for me in the future.

Self-sufficiency and control aren’t just illusions. They’re the default setting of our sin natures. We are born fighting to assert our own will over and against anyone else’s. We learn early how to make a clenched fist and cry if we don’t get our own way.

But learning to let go is harder. Learning to step out from the comfort of solid ground onto thin air is frightening. But the rewards to stepping out in faith into an unknown country as Abraham did so long ago is more than worth the cost. Learning to relinquish my will and to die to self is the most anti-American dream thing I can do but also the most freeing in terms of the kingdom of God.

God, I want what you want, period. At any cost. If it makes me more like You, it’s worth it. Amen.

Resting in the Palm

I think one of the scariest sensations is one of falling. For that brief moment, you feel completely and utterly helpless, especially when you’re falling backwards. It’s like there’s absolutely nothing you can do in the moment to catch yourself, so you end up hoping for the best but anticipating the worst.

Often, God places us in situations where we must come to the end of our rope proverbially before we can land in safe hands. There’s that feeling of nothing solid beneath your feet and letting go of the rope seems like the worst thing you can do but at the same time the only choice you have.

Faith is trusting God in that moment that when you let go He can and will catch you. Faith means trusting that God made a provision long before you knew you needed it.

Hebrews 11:1 says “Now faith means putting our full confidence in the things we hope for, it means being certain of things we cannot see” (J. B. Phillips).

That means faith is trusting what we can’t see, a kind of backward trust falling into unseen hands. It’s the absolute confidence that when we let go and fall back that the everlasting arms are underneath to catch us and bear us up.

Father, help us to trust in what is unseen, knowing that what is unseen is greater than what is seen. As You did with Elisha’s servant so long ago, open our eyes to see the heavenly realms to know that we are surrounded by a host of angelic armies at all times to protect us from dangers unseen and unaware. May we ever fall into Your arms of grace now and evermore. Amen.