Faith in the Waiting

I’m revisiting season 3 of The Chosen in anticipation of the new season premiere in February. I just finished the episode where Jesus has a talk with Little James about how God has chosen not to heal him but is sending him out to preach and to heal.

Jesus says that the testimony of Little James’ faith in the midst of his suffering is a greater witness than if he had been healed. God is trusting Little James to be faithful for a little while until the full and final healing comes in eternity.

How many of us are waiting? How many of us have desired that God should make us healed and whole but have yet to see it? How many have prayed for the healing of others and not seen the answer they prayed for and desired so earnestly?

If God granted us everything we ever wanted, our faith would seem like a natural response. It’s only when we hear the words not yet to our petitions, when we don’t get what we ask for, that trust shows itself as supernatural.

The prayers of the saints throughout history has always been along the lines of “Lord, I trust You, no matter what. Use me however You see fit wherever You see fit for as long as You see fit. Have Your way in me, no matter the cost.”

That is the prayer that God honors. That’s the prayer of lives who leave a legacy of faith behind for us to follow.

So you and I can rest in the promises of God even in the waiting and know that whatever God withholds is only because He has something much better in mind that we are not yet ready to receive. Best of all, what we find is that more than anything God could give us apart from Himself is God giving us Himself completely.

1st Snow Day of 2024

Well, that didn’t take long. 14 days into the new year and it’s already snowing. I don’t think they’re overreacting yet and calling this the Snowpocalypse of 2024, but I’m sure if given time, they’ll give some kind of name to this particular wintery weather event.

All I know is that my office is closed, so I am forced to stay home and sleep in. That time I joked about having a snow day to catch up on my reading? Well, that’s about to happen tomorrow.

I get that for those North of the Mason-Dixon line, snow isn’t a big deal. You see it all the time. If I saw as much snow as you do throughout the year, I’d probably get as sick of it as you will probably be by March (or possibly earlier).

But in the state of Tennessee, snow is still magical. It still makes me feel like a kid again, all excited for snow and no school the next day. For those of you who work from home, it means nothing — except possibly that you have a change of scenery out your office window.

So happy 1st snow day of 2024! Merry Winter!

The Books I’m Reading

Normally, I’m not a multi-tasker when it comes to reading books. I’m strictly a one book at a time kind of dude. But lately, I’ve been reading three at the same time.

Two of them are books that easily break down into daily readings. The Winter Fire book is really an Advent devotional based off the writings of G. K. Chesterton, and Every Moment Holy III: The Work of the People is a series of liturgies that can each be read as devotionals.

The Boxen book is one that I’ve been reading off and on as time allows. I have a feeling that if the weather delivers all the cold and snow I’ve been hearing about, I may have a bit more time in the next few days to catch up on my reading.

But that’s where I am. I’m also in a Bible reading plan with all the Brentwood Baptist regional campuses, so that’s something new as well. I mean I’ve read through the Bible before, but never as part of a large group.

I recommend each and every one of these books if you’re looking for new reads. The Bible I’m using is a Day by Day Chronological Bible that breaks down into easy daily reads with some helpful commentary from Dr. George Guthrie.

Now it’s time to catch up on some of my reading.

It’s Time

As much as I would have wanted the Red Sled to last forever, her time is coming to an end. It’s time for me to get another car.

Buying another car may not be a big deal for most people, but I’ve had four cars throughout my entire life, so for me, it’s a bit of an adjustment. I get so used to the cars I drive that I can hardly bring myself to give them up.

But it’s time. The latest trip to the car hospital which will cost me north of $900 tells me that I need to move on to something newer and more reliable. And it’s not like I didn’t get my money’s worth out of the old Jeep.

I have my heart set on a 2-door Jeep Wrangler. I’m thinking something yellow or turquoise. Or maybe keeping it red. I want something that will stand out in a parking lot full of white and black and silver cars. I want something that reflects my personality as much as being reliable transportation.

When the time comes to say goodbye to the Red Sled, I will most likely be sad. I might even cry a little. I confess that I get maybe a little too attached to my cars.

But I also know that just as with every other car, God will lead me to the right one at the right time. I will know it’s right and I will also know it’s an answer to prayer. And then I will start driving car number five.

You Will Come Forth as Gold

Praise Me now.

The temptation so often is to fret now and praise later. I want everything to be fixed and I want to know that every bit of my future is secure, then I’m ready to sing songs of praise.

But it’s easy to raise my hands when all is well and all my problems have happy endings. It’s easy to lift my voice when I can see how what I’m worried about will be resolved neatly like in those old sitcoms of yore where everyone always lived happily ever after at the end of every episode.

But to praise in the midst of uncertainty before I even know the outcome? That’s real faith.

That’s saying to God, “Your way is best, even if it’s not my way. You are worthy of my praise and worship, even if I don’t get my way in the end.”

The best testimony is to see a believer who has joy in the midst of trials — someone who can sing in the middle of the storm and not only when the sun is shining. That’s what gets people’s attention.

And that’s the kind of faith I want.

Cherishing that Minute of Sleep

First of all, let me start by confessing that nothing is more annoying than looking at the alarm function on my phone and realizing that it is 4:59 and my alarm is set for 5. Few things in life aggravate me more.

Some would simply pop out of bed and begin the day early. They’d get a bit of a head start on the morning and all their daily tasks. Me? I’m rolling back over and cherishing those 60 seconds.

Then there are times when you look at the time and realize you have lots more night left to get in that cherished sleep. Those are my happy moments.

Of course, the best is turning off the alarm completely. Those mornings are the best.

Through Those Gates of Splendor

As you may know, today marks the 89th birthday of Elvis Presley (or what would have been his 89th birthday). But few know that today is also the anniversary of the martyring of five missionaries to Ecuador, namely Jim Elliott, Roger Youdarian, Pete Fleming, and Nate Saint. Even though such news made the headlines back when it happened in 1956, such things go largely unnoticed and unremembered by most.

But not in heaven. In heaven, they have received their reward. They have heard the words of Jesus, “Well done, good and faithful servants.”

There are inhabitants in heaven from the Huaorani people because these men had the strong conviction to take the gospel where it had not gone before and to reach out to those who were formerly unreached. Because of their obedience (and the later obedience of Jim’s wife Elisabeth and Nate’s sister, Rachel), many of the Huaorani came to saving faith in Jesus.

While you may not hear much (if anything) about this particular anniversary today, it is a milestone in eternity. I can’t wait to one day meet them and thank them. I can’t wait to meet these tribal leaders who went from murderers to leaders in the faith. I know I will bow my knee and worship the Jesus who made it all possible.

Aslan is On the Move

“‘They say Aslan is on the move—perhaps has already landed.’

And now a very curious thing happened. None of the children knew who Aslan was any more than you do; but the moment the Beaver had spoken these words everyone felt quite different. Perhaps it has sometimes happened to you in a dream that someone says something which you don’t understand but in the dream it feels as if it had some enormous meaning— either a terrifying one which turns the whole dream into a nightmare or else a lovely meaning too lovely to put into words, which makes the dream so beautiful that you remember it all your life and are always wishing you could get into that dream again. It was like that now. At the name of Aslan each one of the children felt something jump in its inside. Edmund felt a sensation of mysterious horror. Peter felt suddenly brave and adventurous. Susan felt as if some delicious smell or some delightful strain of music had just floated by her. And Lucy got the feeling you have when you wake up in the morning and realize that it is the beginning of the holidays or the beginning of summer” (C. S. Lewis, The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe).

Aslan is on the move. If you don’t know, I’d recommend reading the books. They’re great.

A Faith Like Betty Elliott’s

‘Lord, I give up my own plans and purposes, all my own desires, hopes and ambitions, and I accept Thy will for my life. I give up myself, my life, my all, utterly to Thee, to be Thine forever. I hand over to Thy keeping all of my friendships; all the people whom I love are to take second place in my heart. Fill me now and seal me with Thy Spirit. Work out Thy whole will in my life at any cost, for to me to live is Christ. Amen” (Betty Scott Stam).

I want the kind of faith that Betty Elliott had. And before I go on, I do realize that she was a flawed, sometimes insecure, follower of Christ. I also realize that the only one we’re truly called to be like is Jesus, but I think it’s helpful to have worthy examples to inspire us.

After listening to most of the biography Becoming Elisabeth Elliott, I see a faith that definitely is inspiring to me. This woman of God waited for marriage for a long time. She had wait while Jim wrestled with whether God was calling him to marriage in addition to a call to the mission field. After that, their marriage lasted all of two years before he was martyred.

Then she was willing to go to the very people who had murdered her husband and take them the gospel. It’s only through the power of the gospel of Christ that she was even able to forgive them, much less reach out to them in love. It’s that same amazing grace that later saw a majority of that tribe come to know Jesus as Lord and Savior.

That’s the kind of faith I want. Not so much the dramatic, in your face part, but the quiet and steady confidence in a God whose ways I may not always understand. I want the faith that can say at any moment, whatever the circumstances, “Thy will be done, even if it means that my will be undone.”

Her legacy lives on in the books she wrote, particularly Through Gates of Splendor and its account of Jim Elliott and four other missionaries’ attempts to reach the Huaorani people of Ecuador, an unreached people group, with the gospel and how it cost them their very lives.

I love this prayer of hers from when she was 21:

“My life is on Thy Alter, Lord – for Thee to consume. Set the fire, Father! Bind me with cords of love to the Alter. Hold me there. Let me remember the Cross.”

The Bread of Life

I ate dinner at The Cheesecake Factory with the family today. Yes, that place that has a menu the size of War and Peace. But they also have bread.

One of my favorite pleasures has to be freshly baked bread right out of the oven, covered in just the right amount of butter. The taste, the texture, and the way it melts in my mouth all make for happiness. I could live without a lot of things, but I seriously doubt I could live without bread.

And think about it. Bread is such a staple for so many parts of the world. Back in Jesus’ day, bread was a daily part of their lives and integral to every meal. So when Jesus said that He was the Bread of Life, he was saying more than He was one of the four food groups, spiritually speaking. He was saying that the more we know and love Jesus, the more we find Him completely satisfying on every level.

If I had let myself, I could have eaten basket after basket of bread and not had any room left for the entree. That would have been foolish. But when Jesus is the bread of life, we find that there’s no such thing as too much. The more we learn and the more we see, the more we want and the more our desire grows to know and love and serve Jesus. The more we want to share this Bread with others.

May the love of Jesus never grow old for any of us, but may we always savor Jesus and carry His aroma wherever we go to those around us in all the places we go.