Cup of Sorrow, Cup of Joy

“When we are crushed like grapes, we cannot think of the wine we will become. The sorrow overwhelms us, makes us throw ourselves on the ground, facedown, and sweat drops of blood. Then we need to be reminded that our cup of sorrow is also our cup of joy and that one day we will be able to taste the joy as fully as we now taste the sorrow” (Henri Nouwen).

I love that imagery. I don’t necessarily think that we will at any point sweat drops of blood. That was something Jesus did in moments of extreme anxiety when facing the prospect of the cross. But I do think the sentiment about sorrow and joy is on point.

To think that as much as we taste sorrow now, we will one day taste joy is a joyful statement. As bad as some days are down here, they will be just as good up there. Actually, the worst we go through won’t be able to compete with the best that’s coming. Paul calls it a light and momentary affliction in contrast to the pure joy that awaits.

It’s easy to focus on the crushing and forget the wine that we will become. We can get caught up in how painful the refining process is and neglect that one day Jesus will see His pure reflection in us. What a day that will be. And even in the fire, God is with us.

Prayer in the Mornin’, Prayer in the Evenin’ . . .

“This order and discipline must be sought and found in the morning prayer. It will stand the test at work. Prayer offered in early morning is decisive for the day. The wasted time we are ashamed of, the temptations we succumb to, the weakness and discouragement in our work, the disorder and lack of discipline in our thinking and in our dealings with other people․all these very frequently have their cause in our neglect of morning prayer. The ordering and scheduling of our time will become more secure when it comes from prayer” (Dietrich Bonhoeffer).

I think starting the day off with God’s Word and prayer is key. Even though I am decidedly not a morning person, I still want to begin the day the right way. It’s not a superstitious thing where my day will go off the rails if I don’t start with the Bible and prayer. I do know that there’s a subtle shift in my thinking when I miss my morning devotional time.

But I do it not because of any reward or benefit but because God deserves it. He deserves the firstfruits of my day. And I definitely understand those who save their quiet time for night or just before bed. It’s hard to read the Bible when you can’t keep your eyes open. I get it.

But the real key is to just do it. Carve out time that suits you best. Don’t let your lack of being a morning person deter you from spending time with God in His word and in prayer. So, to borrow the old Nike slogan, just do it!

God’s Will

The older I get, the more I realize that there is nothing I want outside of the will of God. As I’ve heard before, having everything without God is nothing while having God plus nothing else is everything.

I can’t imagine life without God. Instead of owning stuff, my stuff would own me. I’d be a slave to my fears and my lusts and never know true joy. I’d always be the same broken and miserable person from day to day without any hope of change.

I’m learning that the best place to be is smack dab in the middle of God’s will. I can dream of some pretty wild scenarios, but no one out-dreams God. His plans for me and for the world are so much bigger and better than anything my puny mind can conceive or comprehend.

So I wait and I trust. I keep reciting the first part of the Lord’s prayer where it says, “Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” I pray that even if it means that my will be undone, as Elisabeth Elliott used to pray all the time.

I’d rather have my will undone than to get my heart’s desire and be undone by it. I know how people are destroyed by fame and fortune without the grounding to handle that kind of success. I know even the severe mercies of God are better than the praises of men and the rewards of a life apart from God.

So it’s God’s will. Nothing more. Nothing less. Nothing else. Period.

1 Degree of Andy

Idon’t normally do shoutouts for podcasts, but I’ve been listening to 1 Degree of Andy, featuring Andy Chrisman, formerly of the group 4Him. He has conversations with many of the top artists, producers, musicians, and other influential people in the Christian music industry from its inception to the early 2000s.

Every single episode fit in my wheelhouse because I grew up listening to CCM (which is Contemporary Christian Music for those who didn’t grow up in church in the 80s and 90s). I recognize many of the names and bands represented. I love how they bring back so many memories for me of discovering new music and having God’s word instilled in my mind through great songs of faith.

I do think the 90s was the pinnacle of Christian music, although I have a growing appreciation for and love of Christian music from the 70s, especially the early Jesus music. A lot of what I hear today on Christian radio doesn’t move me the same way that music still does (though I am very thankful that Christian music still exists and still ministers to people all around the world.

The behind the scenes stories are always fascinating, and hearing how so many battled and overcame personal demons is truly inspiring. I have a greater appreciation for these artists after hearing about their human weaknesses and resilient faith that carried them through their struggles.

My favorite episodes so far are Russ Taff, Gary Chapman, and Twila Paris, but I feel like I’ve only scratched the surface of what’s available. I can’t wait to hear more stories from the road and what inspired some of the greatest songs in Christian music history.

Definitely check out 1 Degree of Andy on Youtube and Audible. You can even go to his website at andychrisman.com to subscribe to his newsletter and become a sponsor. And no, he didn’t pay me for the plug. I just like sharing what I like that I think others will like.

Vacation Mode

There’s just something special about being on vacation, especially if it’s a familiar place like Gatlinburg. Sure, it’s gotten way more commercial over the years, but it’s still a location full of memories going back to early childhood for me.

It’s nice to be able to set your own pace and not have to be anywhere at all certain time. You can even sit on the balcony of your hotel room and just be. No agenda, no program.

This time, I didn’t have a list of everything that I had to see and do in order to qualify the vacation as successful. I rid myself of every expectation, and just decided to enjoy the moments. So far, so good.

I’m thankful for the means and the opportunity to get away for a bit, so I can rejoin the normal routine a little more energized and relaxed. Plus, I’m sure my cat will be happy to see me again.

Thursday Funnies

I stole this from a friend’s Facebook post. Hope you like it:

“It helps to laugh … or at least chuckle… when things get stressful….

Under the category… You can’t make this up…These are real names of churches.

Drumroll please …

Entries in the culinary category:

Cookietown Baptist
Bean’s Corner Baptist
Greasy Creek Missionary

Violent-sounding names:

Flaming Sword of Deliverance
Slap Out UMC
Flippin Church of Christ
Hanging Dog Baptist
St. John’s Beheading (in Germany apparently)
Harsh Bible Church

These names are hot:

Saint Matthew’s Fire Baptized Holiness Church of God of the Americas
Fire Escape
Burnout Baptist

Some were just … gross:

Booger Hollow
Swamp Lutheran Church
Toadsuck Baptist

Others I’ll label “really?”

Zion Apostolic Ark Pentecostal Church
Thrice Baptized Three Seed in the Spirit Predestinarian Presbyterian
Hand of God Signs and Wonders

Not surprisingly

St. Nicholas Church in Northpole, Alaska

And finally, there were some that I’ll simply label “no comment”

Licking Christian Church
The Love Church
Big Bottom Missionary

Thanks to Drew Dyck for these”

Living on this Side of the Election

  • “It’s not about how the worship music makes us feel on Sunday morning, but how we live poured-out lives of worship from Monday to Saturday.
  • It’s not about how many verses we can quote to defend our political viewpoints, but how well we embody the Word made flesh to our politically opposite next-door neighbors.
  • It’s not about how pious our prayers sound during Sunday School, but how our hearts hear the whisper of God both in our hidden rooms and in our lived-out interactions with others” (Asheritah Ciuciu).

Now that we’re past the dreaded elections (or at least they were for me), we can hopefully return to normal. We can hopefully reach out across party lines to embrace and love those who voted differently than we did. We can understand that there is room in the Kingdom of God for blue and red (as well as many other colors).

The point is that we’re called to love our enemies, period. It doesn’t say to love them if they show remorse for their bad behavior. It doesn’t say to love them if they promise to reform. It says to love them the way Jesus loved those who crucified Him. And how did He do that? He forgave them. He died for them.

We’re also called to honor our leaders, according to Romans 13. That doesn’t mean only those who share my political ideology. It doesn’t mean those we like and admire and can respect. Remember when Paul wrote those words, the ruler was Nero, who was just about as bad and corrupt as they come. Nero was responsible for the martyring of many followers of Jesus. But Paul said to honor him because God in His infinite purposes sets up rulers, good and bad, to accomplish His will.

Ultimately, it helps to remember that we’re all broken. The problem isn’t just out there. We all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God and can share the blame for the problems of this country. We would be wise to drop those stones we want to throw at the Trumps and Harrises of the world and their followers unless we can prove that we’re sinless.

If we live out of love as citizens of a Kingdom more than of a country, we do well. Our ultimate allegiance isn’t to any president or to any flag or any political party or ideology. It’s to a King and a Kingdom. It’s to Jesus who will still be on His throne long after all the presidents and kings and emperors are long gone.

An Election Day Benediction

I stole this from Matt Pearson’s blog post because it’s perfect for this Election Day. He’s on the Substack app if you want to follow him and be blessed with some really good content:

“May you remember that all politics and all platforms and all borders and all leaders are temporary, are here one day and gone the next. All of these are passing away.

May you resist the temptation to place ultimate trust in any person, policy, party, movement, or nation—even a beautiful idea that is embodied by a nation—because no nation-state is eternal.

May you know that your kingdom is not of this world but of the world that is coming to this world.

May you in the same moment grasp that engagement with the things of this world—not escape from its harsher, darker realities—is the sacrificial pattern of Jesus Christ.

May you discover your role in the just and merciful governance of the world God made good and pursue your cosmos-converting vocation with love amid the world’s brokenness; may you see your work in the world—all of your callings and activities—as a participation in bringing the kingdom of heaven to earth.

May you have strength and beauty and determination and wisdom as you love your neighbor and your enemy as Christ has loved you, seeking with all persons to bring justice, mercy, and lasting peace.

May you comprehend that your salvation is not dependent on whom you vote for in an election, even on whether or not you vote; that you are under no biblical or theological or moral obligation to vote for a person or party or proposal or initiative if that vote violates your conscience.

May you have empathy for the political decisions of others that you find troubling—particularly those of family and close friends.

May you have ears to hear what lies at the heart of their political concerns, and eyes to see the noble but imperfect search for goodness that is motivating their choice, especially if you strongly disagree with the candidate, party, or politics they support.

May you be grateful for the opportunity to participate in your government, and if you choose not to participate in the election may you find ways to make that non-participation more than a protest, may you act to help and protect the poor, oppressed, and defenseless who might have been helped or shielded by your vote.

May you realize that the kingdom of God is within you and that the Son of God sets you free even as you vote for whomever your conscience dictates, without anxiety or fear, for the Spirit the Father gives us does not make us timid, but bestows on us power, love, and self-discipline.

May your posture toward every human leader be driven by respectful prayer, and where protest, prophecy, and nonviolent resistance are needed, may you have the courage to speak, oppose, and critique—in humility and charity—their ideas and actions that oppose Christ and his kingdom.

May God grant you grace to affirm the humanity—the image of God—in every political candidate and leader, and civility to impartially and energetically embrace any pursuit of genuine human flourishing they propose.

May you perceive God’s love for creation in sending Jesus to embody a New Humanity, and may you join in Christ’s care for the earth and all its creatures and resources, for we wait with patience not only the coming of the Son in the flesh but his perfect bride, a people who beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into pruning hooks.

May you trust that Providence is working behind the scenes of history to draw all things to a good and fitting and proper end with justice and mercy.

Amen.”

Called by Name

“But now thus says the Lord,
he who created you, O Jacob,
    he who formed you, O Israel:
“Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
    I have called you by name, you are mine” (Isaiah 43:1, ESV).

To think that the very God of the universe knows and loves each one of His children enough to call them each by name. If you feel forgotten or unwanted or ignored, you are not. God sees you. God knows you. God loves you.

Satan loves to remind you of your failings. He wants to keep you feeling defeated and trapped in the continual cycle of addictions and lies. But in Christ, you are not your past. You are not your mistakes, your failures, your sins. You are who God says you are. You are all the promises God has ever made in Christ Jesus.

There’s a beautiful scene in the first episode of the first season of The Chosen when Jesus calls to Mary Magdalene. Instead of calling her by the name she has taken upon herself when she was destitute and demon-possessed, He calls her by her true name. He tells her, “I have called you by name. You are Mine.”

God brings us out of bondage and addictions by calling us by our true names. His voice alone has the power to silence the other voices and all the other names you have given yourself in moments of weakness or failure or the voices everyone else has given you when you weren’t good enough. As we respond in faith, the chains fall away.

You are not defined by the devil telling you your sin but by God calling you by name and then calling you Beloved.

Learning How to Live

I posted this because it spoke to me way back when (and also because I couldn’t think of anything else better).

I think the part of smiling without selfies speaks to being able to exist without social media. One of my favorite parts of the year is during Lent when I give up social media. Not because I hate it or because I am against it but because I always find how freeing it is to live without it.

I never was into drugs or alcohol, so I can’t really speak to that much. I do think caffeine is my vice. I wonder what it would be like if I had to give that one up. Sure, I’d miss coffee, but I suppose there’s always decaf and hot tea.

I think above all, the idea is to live content and surrendered. To not be caught up in the eternal race of more and never enough is to have already won. To be able to say, “No thanks, I have enough” is to be counter-cultural to a society where being driven into debt to buy what you don’t need to impress those who don’t even know you or to fill a void with more stuff.

I think if you belong to Jesus and don’t just live as someone who marks Christian on religious preferences because of upbringing or whatever is to be radically different. You won’t look or sound like everybody else. Some automatically won’t like you — Jesus said that if they hated Him, they’d hate you as well. But that difference is maybe one of the best parts about your testimony. You have found a better way to live according to God’s ways, and it shows.