A Good Friday Prayer

“God of Redemption, You are almighty, wonderful, and so good. Though thousands of years ago, there was immense grief over the blood-shedding sacrifice of your Son, we can now call it good because of the blessed restoration of the resurrection. It is the most amazing gift the world has ever been given—the fullness of life with you forever. We deal with difficult things daily, but we know you promise to redeem it all. And for this, we can find good even in the things around us that don’t seem so good. Lord, it is good because everything is under your authority, and we know that you will turn everything around, just as your Word promises. We praise you for Good Friday, for reconciling all things through your Son, and for the goodness you offer through every detail of our days. In Your Perfect Name, Amen” (Keri Eichberger).

Lord, help me see that Good Friday is good not because of what happened on that day but because of what came of it. Through the crushing of Your Son, I and all who believe can have life eternal and abundant in Your name. You were able to cry out, “it is finished” because of a life of perfect obedience that ended in the perfect sacrifice. You became unrecognizable as human so that we who were dead to You might be made alive in You, becoming new creations.

Easter Sunday is what makes Good Friday good. Thank You for the hope of the resurrection that no one can ever take away from us. Amen.

Thankful for Unfair

I’m thankful that God isn’t like me in a lot of ways. I’m especially thankful that He doesn’t treat me the way I deserve (or worse yet, like I treat Him sometimes). That would probably be fair but it wouldn’t turn out very well for me.

God isn’t fair with me. He’s merciful. He doesn’t give me what I deserve but what Jesus deserves. He gives me what I don’t deserve, and gave to Jesus on the cross what I did (and do) deserve.

Easter is the epitome of God not being fair in the best way possible. The cross is Jesus getting what every one of us deserves and those in Christ getting every benefit that only Jesus deserves. I don’t want to know what it would be like if I suddenly got all that I had earned by my thoughts and behaviors. None of us do.

But Jesus knows because He bore it all on the cross. Every dark thought, every selfish motive, every lustful inclination, every bad deed. He knows it in full and paid it in full. All of it.

The more you and I know who we are apart from the grace of God, the more we’re thankful for Easter Sunday. The louder we’ll sing. The higher we’ll lift our hands.

“The subject of our meditation in this present life should be the praises of God; for the everlasting exaltation of our life hereafter will be the praise of God, and none can become fit for the life hereafter, who has not practiced himself for it now. So then now we praise God, but we pray to Him too. Our praise is marked by joy, our prayer by groans…On account of these two seasons, one, that which now is in the temptations and tribulations of this life, the other, that which is to be hereafter in everlasting rest and exultation; we have established also the celebration of two seasons, that before Easter and that after Easter. That which is before Easter signifies tribulation, in which we now are; that which we are now keeping after Easter, signifies the bliss in which we shall hereafter be. The celebration then which we keep before Easter is what we do now: by that which we keep after Easter we signify what as yet we have not. Therefore we employ that time in fastings and prayer, this present time we spend in praises, and relax our fast. This is the Halleluia which we sing, which, as you know, means Praise ye the Lord. Therefore, that period is before the Lord’s Resurrection, this, after His Resurrection: by which time is signified the future hope which as yet we have not: for what we represent after the Lord’s Resurrection, we shall have after our own” (St. Augustine).

A W. O. W. Quote

At Fellowship Bible Church, we used a saying back in the day to signify a moment that makes you speechless. We called it a w.o.w. moment, meaning without words.

I saw a quote today that gave me a w.o.w. moment. It certainly fits in during this holy week leading up to Easter Sunday. Here’s the quote:

“”The One we preach is not Christ-in-a-vacuum, nor a mystical Christ unrelated to the real world, nor even only the Jesus of ancient history, but rather the contemporary Christ who once lived and died, and now lives to meet human need in all its variety today. To encounter Christ is to touch reality and experience transcendence. He gives us a sense of self-worth or personal significance, because he assures us of God’s love for us. He sets us free from guilt because he died for us, from the prison of our own self-centredness by the power of his resurrection, and from paralysing fear because he reigns, all the principalities and powers of evil having been put under his feet. He gives meaning to marriage and home, work and leisure, personhood and citizenship. He introduces us into his new community, the new humanity he is creating. He challenges us to go out into some segment of the world which does not acknowledge him, there to give ourselves in witness and service for him. He promises us that history is neither meaningless nor endless, for one day he will return to terminate it, to destroy death and to usher in the new universe of righteousness and peace.”

I’m not sure who said it. I think it might have been D. A. Carson. Still, it’s pretty amazing, don’t you think?

Our Best and Our Worst

“Our worst days are never so bad that you are beyond the reach of God’s grace. And your best days are never so good that you are beyond the need of God’s grace” (Jerry Bridges, The Discipline of Grace: God’s Role and Our Role in the Pursuit of Holiness).

Basically, you never outgrow your need for the grace of God. You never get over your need for the gospel that saved you once and saves you still. You never grow past being completely dependent on God at every waking moment of your life.

It’s not the older I get the smarter and stronger I get, but the more I realize I don’t know and can’t do apart from the mercy of God ever present in my life.

It’s like what Aslan said to Lucy in the Narnia book Prince Caspian:

“‘Aslan” said Lucy ‘you’re bigger’.

That is because you are older, little one’ answered he.
‘Not because you are?’
‘I am not. But every year you grow, you will find me bigger’ (C. S. Lewis, Prince Caspian).

Every year I get older, God gets bigger. My need grows bigger. My hope grows bigger. My joy grows bigger. Until one day when it becomes complete.

From Death Row to Son

I started a new book on Audible recently that’s a bit of a different take on Audible. This one is called Who Am I? by Jerry Bridges, read by Alistair Begg.

So far, it’s good enough that I almost want to start it over again once I finish to get everything I probably missed the first time.

One part that I definitely didn’t miss was Jerry’s analogy of salvation. The gist is this: imagine a death row inmate who is waiting to be executed. He’s a serial killer who deserves to die.

But at the last minute, the governor pardons him and releases him from prison. Not only that but the governor legally adopts him into his family and invites him to live at the family mansion.

He gets all that, plus he becomes an heir to the governor’s estate and everything that goes with it. That’s a good picture of salvation.

It’s not perfect. The governor didn’t shed any blood to sign the papers to set the prisoner free. Also, there’s the matter of a transformation from death to life, the old self gone away and the new self here to stay.

But you get the point. Salvation isn’t assenting to new beliefs but becoming somebody completely new. Every single salvation is a resurrection and a miracle of sorts.

This Easter, I’m praying that those who know the joy of their salvation will remember and celebrate. I’m also praying that those who don’t know this salvation will experience the joy of being made new and having a forever brand new start.

The Last Week

Today is Palm Sunday and marks the beginning of the last week of Jesus’ earthly ministry, the week leading up to Good Friday and Easter Sunday. I’ve been here before, but I feel like so many times I’ve rushed to get through it to what’s next.

This time, I want to slow down a bit and sit under the cross. I want to be still long enough to hear God speak a word over me about what this week means for me and for all those who call on the Messiah out of a genuine faith. I want to be moved to tears and fully take in the price that Jesus paid for me.

I finished an incredible devotional by one of my favorite writers, Charles Martin. It’s called It Is Finished and spends 40 days walking the path that led from Palm Sunday to Easter Sunday, sparing no details and leaving no stone unturned. It was one of the best books I’ve read in a long time, and I hope to read it again some day.

I want Easter to mean more than the Easter Bunny or Cadbury chocolate eggs (though I am very much a fan of both). I don’t want to look at the date on the calendar and miss the point of the day — Jesus who knew no sin became sin for me that I might become the righteousness of God in Christ.

I don’t want to be the same person in seven days as the person who is now writing these words. I want to be more like Jesus, more aware of the sacrifice He made, and more willing to count the cost and take up my own cross. I want to be more of a disciple and less of an admirer. I want to be more of a follower and less of a fan. I want to be a truly biblical Christian and not a watered-down, American Christian.

I’m thankful that God is far more patient with me than I am with Him and takes far more time with me than I ever have with Him. At this point, I say, “Lord, do whatever it takes to make me Yours, Your disciple, Your own. Have Your way in me. Amen.”

The Joy of the Hunt

I love a good afternoon spent thumbing through stack of vinyl. There’s just something about the joy of the unexpected, never knowing what you’ll find. Of course, I love finding those rare, hard to find, collectible records. But for me, finding LPs that take me back to my childhood are just as valuable.

I call my record player a turntable time machine, because music is the closest to being able actually to travel back in time to the year the album was created. So many dormant memories can reawaken upon the dropping of the record needle and the first notes of the first song on the first side.

If you didn’t grow up in the 70s, you may not be aware of a band called Candle that did a lot of Christian music for kids. The one I know best and love most is Music Machine, a sort of musical adventure through the fruits of the Holy Spirit. It’s good music for kids because it’s music that anyone can listen to, young or old.

Music that’s meant for only kids, just like books and television shows or anything else, usually aren’t good books. I think C. S. Lewis said that. I should be able to revisit a childhood favorite and still be engaged by it if it’s any good.

But for me, the best treasures are often the ones I find in the bargain bins or sometimes even in the free bins. So much of my collection is definitely in the $10 and under category. I think that’s because what determines value most isn’t always money. The price tag doesn’t automatically equate to worth or importance. And that goes for so many other things outside of music and records.

So the hunt will continue for me for a while. I hope you will share your own unique and interesting finds by posting in the comments. Happy listening!

The Unknown

“Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God” (Corrie Ten Boom).

When I’m tempted to fear the unknown, it’s only because I forget that God already knows. I forget that God, being outside of time and space, is already there in that moment waiting for me. He’s also with me in the present. And He was with me when I began to be fearful.

I don’t have to understand. I don’t have to know all the answers. I don’t have to get rid of every possible shred of fear and doubt. I only have to trust and obey. I only have to take the next step of faith.

So much of life is unknown. There’s never a scenario where you will have all the facts or know everybody’s motives or be able to predict every possible outcome. There will always be an element of unknown.

You can be smart. You can plan wisely. You can seek godly counsel. But above all, you must trust God and take that first step. Then you will know enough to take the next step. And then the next. And so on until you get to the place God is taking you. Then the next journey begins.

It all starts with trusting the unknown future to a known God. Although, there is still so much about God that we don’t know. We only know about God what God has revealed to us. We only know what our finite minds can handle. And maybe heaven will be learning all there is to know about God, one lesson at a time, throughout eternity because God is infinite. Then our minds will be able to take it all in.

But for now, it’s still trust and obey. Take the next step. Trust and obey.

Being Sick Is Really Sick, You Know?

All I know is that when I went to bed last night, I was feeling fine. Sometime during the night, some kind of stomach bug activated in me and made the rest of the night less fun. It’s been a while since I was that sick.

I wouldn’t want to relive that night for a long while yet, but sometimes sickness is a way of your body telling you that you need rest. I ended up missing work today because I was completely drained and slightly feverish. Again, I don’t want a stomach bug (or whatever that was) for a long time, but it was a day of rest that I probably needed.

Also, I don’t think I will be taking my health for granted for a while. This has made me appreciate those who have dealt with chronic illnesses for years and years and still find a way to love God and remain steadfast under their trials.

Being sick is as good a reminder as any that this world isn’t our forever home. One day, there will be a sickness from which we won’t recover. There will be a health crisis that will be where God calls us home. I don’t like thinking about finiteness or mortality, but it is a part of the fallen human condition.

The older I get, the more I long for that forever home with no pain or suffering or stomach bugs. The more I can’t wait to see those who have gone on before me. Most of all, the most I can’t wait to see Jesus face to face and hear the words “Well done, good and faithful servant.”

Peter, Peter, Peter

Tonight was the last Wednesday night Bible study at the church for a bit. At least until August. But it was a good one. We had Matt Pearson from the West Franklin campus leading us through the last of Praying through the Psalms, looking at Psalm 118 through the lens of the events leading up to Good Friday.

Specifically, he talked about how so many missed the meaning behind Psalm 118 as they most likely sang it on the night Jesus was betrayed and arrested. It was one of the Hallel Psalms that faithful Jews sang during the week leading up to Passover. Yet they were thinking military takeover and completely missed the point of the stone rejected becoming the cornerstone.

I’d never thought about why Peter denied Jesus. Actually, I never really thought about his motives at all. It was just something he did in the moment when abruptly confronted by people who had seen him with Jesus. But maybe Peter had reasons?

According to what I learned tonight, perhaps Peter had been disappointed in the reality of the Messiah versus his own expectations. When the anticipated overthrow of Rome didn’t begin, he decided he was done being a disciple. Hence the denial.

In a way, Peter was rejecting the stone that became the cornerstone. Ironically, Peter’s name means rock, yet he was anything but during those crucial moments after the arrest of Jesus. The only difference between Peter and Judas was that Judas showed only remorse while Peter displayed true repentance.

And it could have been me. In fact, it has been me or any number of us. How many times have we been anonymous rather than bold with our faith? How many times has it been easier to fade into the background or go with the flow rather than stand up for what we believe?

I love that later Jesus brings Peter back to that moment in the most loving way possible. For every time Peter denied Jesus, Jesus asks “Do you love me?” giving Peter a chance to affirm his faith. All in front of the same kind of coal fire where Peter had first denied Christ. I’d never thought about all those similarities before.

The same Peter who was always putting his foot in his mouth and later denying Christ became one of the most outspoken leaders of the faith. All because Jesus didn’t quit on him when He very well could have. Remember that the next time you fail. God’s love is still for you. The goal is not condemnation but restoration.